These waves of pain threaten to overwhelm me,
And I feel like I will drown,
In pain, choke when no air can reach my lungs.
I wish I could go into a feeling coma,
And feel nothing,
Hear nothing.
My heart is broken,
And my mind cant think,
I feel pain and anger,
That things turned out this way.
My trust is broken,
And I think I lost my belief in innocence.
This time I take a bow,
To forces greater then me,
And surrender,
Let the pain take over,
Because no painkiller can cure this hurt.
